Been feeling somewhat depressed these days. Everyday waiting to be scolded or blamed for something, sometimes there was actually nothing to argue about and I still got scolded. I am beginning to feel useless and have no self worth. I have been scolded more than a dog has been scolded. Yes, that's how useless I feel now- like a dog (rasa rendah diri seperti anjing kurap). What I do, is wrong and everything wrong is from me. It's like I am so stupid and stupidity is my genes. Who to tell it? NOBODY. So I just write it down here so I won't get crazy or take my **fe.